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Full Hank

2024-04-23 · letter vlog · John · 4:10 · watch on YouTube

Topic: Everyday life (also: Personal life) · mode: Personal essay · tags: self promotion, community lore

Nearly a year after Hank's cancer diagnosis, John says that taking on some of Hank's jobs made him go 'full Hank': he overworks out of 'dread-drenaline' and because making things makes him feel alive; he plugs the Turtles All the Way Down film, the new Crash Course Pods: The Universe podcast with Katie Mack and the coming Crash Course Religions, and jokes that he needs work-life balance, but not yet.

What is said

The parts of the video and what is said in each (★ — how much it matters to the video).

00:00:00 — A year since Hank's cancer diagnosis; John took on Hank's jobs and has gone 'full Hank'; weather check

  • ★★ John notes that Hank found out he had cancer almost exactly one year ago (April 2023). — 00:00:00 · Hank Green, cancer

  • ★★ When Hank was diagnosed, John took on a few of Hank's many jobs and enjoyed the work so much that he seems to have gone 'full Hank'. — 00:00:00 · Hank Green

    “I seem to have gone full Hank”

00:00:29 — John's two reasons for giving too much to work: dread-drenaline and liking to make stuff; Potato break

  • ★ In a weather check, John reports blooming, sprouting and a graying sky: it must be April in Indiana. (playful) — 00:00:29 · Indiana

  • ★★★ John theorizes that he and Hank give too much of themselves to work for two reasons; the first is 'dread-drenaline', a sought-after feeling between thrill and dread, which he calls the Twitter feeling. — 00:00:29 · dread-drenaline, Twitter

    “dread-drenaline”

  • ★★ When John feels overwhelmed he wants to make more stuff, until he eventually hits a hard wall. — 00:00:58

  • ★ John takes a 'potato break' with Potato, who is still a puppy and doesn't come when called, and compliments his bow tie. (playful) — 00:00:58
  • ★★★ John's second reason for making stuff when overwhelmed is that he likes making stuff: being creative doesn't exactly make him happy, it makes him feel conscious of being alive. — 00:00:58

00:01:40 — Promoting the Turtles All the Way Down film in Los Angeles; the LA Times Festival of Books screening; May 2 on Max

  • ★★ John has spent days in Los Angeles promoting the Turtles All the Way Down film: fun but overwhelming, lots of talking to strangers, but he loves the movie and wants to help it. — 00:01:40 · Los Angeles
  • ★★ John says the Turtles All the Way Down film comes out May 2 on Max. — 00:01:40
  • ★★ John watched the film with an audience of about 1,400 at the LA Times book festival: incredible, special to feel the room's energy and read the responses afterwards. — 00:01:40 · Los Angeles
  • ★★ John says people have been generous about the film so far, which is awesome; it is the opportunity of a lifetime. — 00:02:10
  • ★★★ John announces his new show, The Universe, a Crash Course podcast about the universe, coming out tomorrow. — 00:02:10 · Crash Course

00:02:31 — Crash Course Pods: The Universe with Katie Mack, and Crash Course Religions

  • ★★ John loved astrophysicist Katie Mack's book The End of Everything and wrote to tell her; she replied, they became friends, and they have worked on the podcast with a team for a couple of years. — 00:02:31
  • ★★ A sample of the podcast previews its topics: the Big Bang, cosmic noon, the fundamental forces, the large-scale structure of the universe, black holes and dark matter. — 00:02:31
  • ★★ The Universe will be both an audio podcast and a video podcast; John will put links in the description. — 00:03:01
  • ★★★ John has been working on Crash Course Religions, the first ever Crash Course on world religions, coming later this year (2024). — 00:03:01 · Crash Course Religions, Crash Course

00:03:30 — Work-life balance and Augustine's 'but not yet' prayer; recap of plugs and sign-off

  • ★★★ John thinks he and Hank both need to find a better work-life balance. — 00:03:30 · Hank Green
  • ★★ Echoing St. Augustine's prayer to be made chaste 'but not yet', his favorite prayer, John asks to be made work-life balanced, but not yet. (playful) — 00:03:30

In the description and comments

  • ★★ The description says John is a ball of stress and worry but very grateful to everyone who watched the movie with them in Los Angeles over the weekend. — video description · Los Angeles
  • ★ In a channel comment John says Henry put the bow tie on Potato. — creator comment · Henry Green

Humor (significant)

  • Cutting to a weather check, John asks whoever is filming there whether they have been there the whole time. — 00:00:00

    “Have you been there the whole time?”

  • John calls a 'potato break' and summons the puppy Potato. — 00:00:58

    “potato come that doesn't work he's still a puppy i just like to do it”

  • Announcing a Crash Course on world religions, John claims to be calm about it. — 00:03:01

    “It doesn't seem like it's at all dangerous to my reputation.”

  • John delivers his secret while hidden in foliage. — 00:03:30

    “I'm hiding. You can't see me. You have no idea where I am.”

  • John adapts Augustine's prayer to be made chaste, but not yet, to work-life balance. — 00:03:54

    “Lord, make me work life balanced. But not yet.”

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Mentioned

Central: Crash Course Pods: The Universe · dread-drenaline · Turtles All the Way Down (film) · work-life balance

Also: People: Augustine of Hippo · Katie Mack

Works: Crash Course Religions · The End of Everything (Astrophysically Speaking)

Organizations: Max · Twitter

Concepts: Big Bang · black hole · cancer · dark matter · Fundamental interaction

Places: Indiana · Los Angeles

Events: Los Angeles Times Festival of Books

Characters: Aza Holmes · Daisy Ramirez

animal: Potato (animal)

Only in the description or credits: Crash Course · Henry Green

Also centred on Turtles All the Way Down (film): On the Movies · An Amazing Day · Hello! Meet Daisy! · A Casting Announcement · Hello! Meet Aza! · Director Hannah Marks Is Nervous To Meet You

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