Endings · Beginnings
2020-01-07 · letter vlog · John · 3:54 · watch on YouTube
Topic: Personal life (also: Projects, Global development, Books & writing) · mode: Personal update · tags: fundraising ask, civic or action cta, self promotion
John frames his yearly letters to himself around endings and beginnings: in 2020 he will finish Crash Course European History, hopes to finish raising Partners In Health's $20 million for the Maternal Center of Excellence and to write a book, wants to stop working nights and weekends, will tour for Sarah's and Hank's books, and will write a thank-you note every day.
What is said
The parts of the video and what is said in each (★ — how much it matters to the video).
00:00:00 — John's yearly letters to himself, this year about beginnings and endings
- ★★ Every January John writes himself two letters, one looking back at the year and one setting goals; over ten years they have become a big deal to him, helping him reflect and choose consciously. — 00:00:00
- ★ John says the letters have helped him achieve many goals, from running half marathons to writing novels. — 00:00:16
- ★★ This year (2020) John is thinking about the letters differently, focusing on beginnings and endings: what he wants to begin, and what to end or finish. — 00:00:21
00:00:30 — Ending Crash Course European History and other creative projects
- ★★★ John will finish Crash Course European History this year (2020): it has been great fun and taught him to shift perspectives in history, but it ends as it approaches the present. — 00:00:31 · Crash Course
- ★ John has a couple of other creative projects he would like to wrap up this year (2020) but can't talk about publicly yet. — 00:00:43
00:00:48 — Finishing the $20 million for PIH's Maternal Center of Excellence in Sierra Leone; big donors
- ★★★ John says Partners In Health needs $20 million to break ground on the Maternal Center of Excellence, which will dramatically improve healthcare for women and children in Sierra Leone. — 00:00:48 · Partners In Health, Maternal Center of Excellence, Sierra Leone · also in: Looking Back at My 2020 Goals
- ★★★ John says thousands of viewers have become monthly donors to the project at pih.org/hankandjohn; he is grateful, as are people in Sierra Leone, one of whom made him an artwork. — 00:01:02 · Partners In Health, Sierra Leone
- ★★ John says they still need to raise a few million dollars, which he realizes is a lot of money. — 00:01:13 · Partners In Health
- ★★ John's most important 2020 goal is to finish raising the money, though maybe 2020 isn't realistic for it. (hedged) — 00:01:17 · Partners In Health
- ★★ John asks people who can make a big donation to Partners In Health to email him at sparksflyup@gmail.com or donate directly to the matching fund. — 00:01:21 · Partners In Health
00:01:30 — Finishing a book; no more working nights and weekends; the tour this weekend
- ★★ The last thing John wants to finish this year (2020) is writing a book, not necessarily a novel. — 00:01:30
- ★★★ John wants to stop working at night and on weekends: to keep the goal specific, measurable and achievable, no more than one night a week and never weekends except work travel. — 00:01:36
- ★ John notes that every new beginning leads to some other beginning's end, quoting Semisonic by way of the Stoic philosopher Seneca. (playful) — 00:01:46
- ★★ John says he will be on tour with Hank in St. Petersburg, Atlanta and Raleigh this weekend and invites viewers; he thinks one show is sold out. — 00:02:02 · Hank Green
00:02:16 — Sarah's You Are an Artist and Hank's A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor; touring for both
- ★★★ John says Sarah's book You Are an Artist, a collection of art assignments and creativity prompts with lots of art history, comes out in April; the galleys are here and it is available for pre-order. — 00:02:16 · Sarah Urist Green, You Are an Artist
- ★★ John says Hank's book A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor, such a good title, comes out in July. — 00:02:29 · Hank Green, A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor
- ★★★ John will tour with both Hank and Sarah, hoping to help their books have good beginnings. — 00:02:35 · Hank Green, Sarah Urist Green
- ★ With so much travel John must care for his body and brain, which is part of his body: what a weird thing it is to have a mind made out of body. — 00:02:40
00:02:49 — A thank-you note every day, and what John wants to continue
- ★★★ John wants to write one thank-you note every day this year (2020); doing it for a month in November made him more grateful and less pessimistic. — 00:02:49
- ★★ John got the idea from an 82-year-old woman who wrote him a thank-you note explaining her project; he lost her address, so he thanks her here in case she is watching. — 00:02:56
- ★★ John wants to continue exercising at least 150 minutes a week, making Dear Hank and John every Monday and a Vlogbrothers video every Tuesday. — 00:03:09 · Dear Hank and John, Vlogbrothers
- ★★ John also wants to continue not losing large swaths of his life scrolling through Twitter as dread washes over him. — 00:03:09 · Twitter · also in: Looking Back at My 2020 Goals
00:03:24 — Comment your beginnings and endings; take the Census; sign-off in a third decade
- ★★ John asks viewers to share in the comments what they want to begin, end and continue in 2020 and what they see looking back at 2019. — 00:03:24
- ★★★ John hopes viewers will begin the year with the Nerdfighteria Census, which helps the brothers set the community's priorities; links are in the description and comments. — 00:03:32 · Nerdfighteria
In the description and comments
- ★★ The description asks people who can give $1,000 or more to support Partners In Health's fight to end the maternal and child mortality crises in Sierra Leone. — video description · Partners In Health, Sierra Leone, maternal death, child mortality
- ★★ The description says the brothers are live on tour in Atlanta and St. Petersburg this weekend; the Raleigh show is sold out. — video description
Threads in this video
- retold · John's yearly January letters to himself: a look back and goals for the new year — Every January John writes himself two letters, one looking back at the year and one setting goals; over ten years they have become a big deal to him, helping him reflect and choose consciously. (00:00:00)
- progress update · John: edit and host 46 episodes of a new Crash Course History series about Europe (2019) — John will finish Crash Course European History this year (2020): it has been great fun and taught him to shift perspectives in history, but it ends as it approaches the present. (00:00:31)
- result reported · John asks viewers to donate to Partners In Health at pih.org/hankandjohn (2019) — John says thousands of viewers have become monthly donors to the project at pih.org/hankandjohn; he is grateful, as are people in Sierra Leone, one of whom made him an artwork. (00:01:02)
- reminder · John asks would-be donors of $2,000 or more to join the PIH Sierra Leone matching team by email (2019) — John asks people who can make a big donation to Partners In Health to email him at sparksflyup@gmail.com or donate directly to the matching fund. (00:01:21)
- update · John's goal for the 2020s: do fewer things the world calls work (2019) — John wants to stop working at night and on weekends: to keep the goal specific, measurable and achievable, no more than one night a week and never weekends except work travel. (00:01:36)
- restate · What is work for, and how much should people work? — John wants to stop working at night and on weekends: to keep the goal specific, measurable and achievable, no more than one night a week and never weekends except work travel. (00:01:36)
- reminder · Hank invites viewers to the brothers' January 2020 tour shows, tickets in the description (2019) — John says he will be on tour with Hank in St. Petersburg, Atlanta and Raleigh this weekend and invites viewers; he thinks one show is sold out. (00:02:02)
- milestone · You Are an Artist: Sarah Urist Green's book (2019) — John says Sarah's book You Are an Artist, a collection of art assignments and creativity prompts with lots of art history, comes out in April; the galleys are here and it is available for pre-order. (00:02:16)
- promised · John: tour with Hank and Sarah for A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor and You Are an Artist (2020) — John will tour with both Hank and Sarah, hoping to help their books have good beginnings. (00:02:35)
- progress update · John: take a year off Facebook, Reddit, Instagram and Twitter, starting when P4A 2018 ends (2018) — John also wants to continue not losing large swaths of his life scrolling through Twitter as dread washes over him. (00:03:09)
- reminder · Hank asks viewers to take the 2020 Nerdfighteria Census (2020) — John hopes viewers will begin the year with the Nerdfighteria Census, which helps the brothers set the community's priorities; links are in the description and comments. (00:03:32)
- milestone · Hank and John's January 2020 charity tour: St. Petersburg, Raleigh and Atlanta (2020) — The description says the brothers are live on tour in Atlanta and St. Petersburg this weekend; the Raleigh show is sold out. (video description)
- predicted · John: finishing the Maternal Center of Excellence fundraising may not be realistic in 2020 (2020) — John's most important 2020 goal is to finish raising the money, though maybe 2020 isn't realistic for it. (00:01:17)
- restate · Is the internet, including social media, good for people? — John also wants to continue not losing large swaths of his life scrolling through Twitter as dread washes over him. (00:03:09)
- milestone · A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor: Hank's sequel to An Absolutely Remarkable Thing (2018) — John says Hank's book A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor, such a good title, comes out in July. (00:02:29)
- milestone · Maternal Center of Excellence: the brothers' Partners In Health project in Sierra Leone (2019) — John says Partners In Health needs $20 million to break ground on the Maternal Center of Excellence, which will dramatically improve healthcare for women and children in Sierra Leone. (00:00:48)
- reminder · John asks viewers to get Sarah's book You Are an Artist (2019) — John says Sarah's book You Are an Artist, a collection of art assignments and creativity prompts with lots of art history, comes out in April; the galleys are here and it is available for pre-order. (00:02:16)
- update · John's regular exercise after 100 Days and its effects on his body and mind (2017) — John wants to continue exercising at least 150 minutes a week, making Dear Hank and John every Monday and a Vlogbrothers video every Tuesday. (00:03:09)
- predicted · John: the Maternal Center of Excellence will dramatically change the quality of care for women and children in its region (2020) — John says Partners In Health needs $20 million to break ground on the Maternal Center of Excellence, which will dramatically improve healthcare for women and children in Sierra Leone. (00:00:48)
Where the stories that moved here went next
- John asks viewers to donate to Partners In Health at pih.org/hankandjohn (2019) — reported back; last: thanks, 2026-08-28
- John: finishing the Maternal Center of Excellence fundraising may not be realistic in 2020 (2020) — proved wrong; last: recalled, 2022-01-04
- John: the Maternal Center of Excellence will dramatically change the quality of care for women and children in its region (2020) — came true
- John: tour with Hank and Sarah for A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor and You Are an Artist (2020) — changed; last: progress update, 2020-12-29
- John: edit and host 46 episodes of a new Crash Course History series about Europe (2019) — kept
- John: take a year off Facebook, Reddit, Instagram and Twitter, starting when P4A 2018 ends (2018) — changed; last: progress update, 2025-06-24
- You Are an Artist: Sarah Urist Green's book (2019) — completed; last: looked back, 2022-02-15
- Partners In Health maternal health project in Liberia funded by DFTBA profit (2019) — completed; last: looked back, 2026-02-24
Mentioned
Central: Partners In Health · You Are an Artist
Also: People: Sarah Urist Green · Seneca the Younger
Projects: Crash Course · Dear Hank and John · Nerdfighteria Census · Sparks Fly Up
Works: A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor
Organizations: Maternal Center of Excellence · Twitter
Groups: Semisonic
Concepts: gratitude · Half marathon · mind-body dualism · physical exercise · SMART criteria
Places: Atlanta · Raleigh, North Carolina · Sierra Leone · St. Petersburg, Florida
Only in the description or credits: child mortality · maternal death
Later videos replying to this one
- 2020-01-10 · The Thing I would Like to End (Hank) — continues — “Beginnings and endings. I like it. I like this frame.” (00:00:00)
- 2020-12-29 · Looking Back at My 2020 Goals (John) — continues (kept on John: edit and host 46 episodes of a new Crash Course History series about Europe (2019); update on John writes his first nonfiction book, The Anthropocene Reviewed (2020); wrong on John: finishing the Maternal Center of Excellence fundraising may not be realistic in 2020 (2020)) — John did finish Crash Course European History, though the last several episodes were filmed in his basement and directed by Stan over Zoom. (00:00:29)