My Religion and My Banned Books
2022-05-03 · letter vlog · John · 3:56 · watch on YouTube
Topic: Books & writing (also: Philosophy & meaning) · mode: Personal essay · tags: heavy topic
With his books being removed from US schools and libraries, John draws on his time as a hospital chaplain and his Christian faith to argue that his books, like a chaplain, 'stand there' and that restricting stories restricts empathy.
What is said
The parts of the video and what is said in each (★ — how much it matters to the video).
00:00:00 — Books removed for 'obscenity'; the obscenity John saw as a children's-hospital chaplain; why his chaplaincy surprises people
- ★★★ John says his books, especially Looking for Alaska and Turtles All the Way Down, have lately been removed from US libraries and schools for purported obscenity. — 00:00:00 · Looking for Alaska (novel), Turtles All the Way Down, United States
- ★★★ Half his life ago John worked as a student chaplain at a children's hospital and saw what he considers obscene: children dying, parents terrified for their kids and about paying medical bills. — 00:00:00
- ★★ John says his chaplaincy surprises many evangelical Christians, who don't understand why a fellow Christian would write books for young people that include premarital sex and alcohol abuse. — 00:00:29
00:00:58 — Religion as an approach to how to live; a chaplain's job is to listen, not to fix
- ★ It also surprises non-religious people, who wonder why a thoughtful person would believe bad wine turns into God's blood every Sunday. (playful) — 00:00:58
- ★ John says he doesn't generally talk about his personal beliefs online, because this is the internet and he doesn't want to. — 00:00:58
- ★★★ John says he continues to find religion a helpful approach to the ancient conversation about how to live as a person among other people. — 00:00:58
- ★★ One of the first things John learned as a chaplain is that it was not about him or his beliefs. — 00:00:58
- ★★★ Whether a grieving person said their loved one had no afterlife or was in heaven, it was not John's job to question it; his job was to really listen and acknowledge pain he could not fix. — 00:01:27
- ★★ John recalls his chaplaincy supervisor often telling him: don't just do something, stand there. — 00:01:27
00:01:56 — Books that 'stand there'; stories show full humanity, so power structures fear them
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★★★ John says he has tried to do the same with his work: to write books that don't just do something but stand there. — 00:01:56
“I have tried to write books that don't just do something. They stand there.”
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★★★ John believes that by standing there without judgment, stories proclaim their characters' full humanity and help us see the humanity within ourselves. — 00:01:56
- ★★★ John says stories also invite us into other lives and help us understand the richness and complexity of people who aren't like us. — 00:01:56
- ★★★ John says he kind of understands book banning: books threaten power structures that want marginalized people, by race, sexuality, gender identity or mental illness, seen as less than fully human. — 00:02:27 · mental disorder
- ★★★ John argues that if great books have an agenda, it is not a liberal, gay or Christian agenda but a humanizing one: a mission to recognize the human value in ourselves and others. — 00:02:27
00:02:57 — The Gospel of Matthew's call to treat all others as we want to be treated; restricting stories restricts empathy; sign-off
- ★★ John says that in his faith tradition the Gospel of Matthew calls them to treat all others, not just friends, neighbors or the like-minded, as they would want to be treated. — 00:02:57
- ★★★ To John, that call does not mean deciding on someone else's behalf what books they may read, nor hiding the realities of the human condition from high school students. — 00:02:57
- ★★★ To John it means making space so that all others are treated by individuals and society with the rights, dignity and respect he would want for himself and his family. — 00:03:26
- ★★★ John says efforts to restrict stories are often efforts to restrict empathy, against his faith and, more importantly, against a functioning society. — 00:03:26 · empathy
In the description and comments
- ★★ The description says John feels very unsettled about the video, as his relationship with religious institutions, even progressive ones, is increasingly complicated. — video description
- ★★★ The description says people trying to restrict access to information and human rights do not speak for John or for all Christians. — video description
- ★★ The description says John made the video before the leak of the Supreme Court's apparent decision to overturn Roe, while travelling a lot for the Turtles movie. — video description
- ★★ In a channel comment John says he and Sarah have for many years supported access to all forms of reproductive care, including abortion care, and will continue to. — creator comment · Sarah Urist Green
- ★★★ In a channel comment John says his religion is not centered on whether God is real or on an afterlife: he does not care if God is made up, only what God wants for us and our world. — creator comment
- ★★ In a channel comment John says the Gospels make clear how to treat the poor, the marginalized, prisoners, the hungry and refugees, so his conclusions focus on injustice in this world. — creator comment
Threads in this video
- retold · John's time as a student chaplain at a children's hospital (c. 2000) — Half his life ago John worked as a student chaplain at a children's hospital and saw what he considers obscene: children dying, parents terrified for their kids and about paying medical bills. (00:00:00)
- restate · Does God exist, and is religious faith worth having? — John says he continues to find religion a helpful approach to the ancient conversation about how to live as a person among other people. (00:00:58)
- restate · Can we imagine other people complexly, and what stops us? — John says stories also invite us into other lives and help us understand the richness and complexity of people who aren't like us. (00:01:56)
- restate · Should schools and libraries restrict books? — To John, that call does not mean deciding on someone else's behalf what books they may read, nor hiding the realities of the human condition from high school students. (00:02:57)
- restate · What is art for? — John believes that by standing there without judgment, stories proclaim their characters' full humanity and help us see the humanity within ourselves. (00:01:56)
- update · Looking for Alaska named the most challenged book in the US for 2015 (2016) — John says his books, especially Looking for Alaska and Turtles All the Way Down, have lately been removed from US libraries and schools for purported obscenity. (00:00:00)
Where the stories that moved here went next
- Looking for Alaska named the most challenged book in the US for 2015 (2016) — followed over 5 videos (2016–2026); last: update, 2026-03-31
Mentioned
Central: book censorship
Also: Works: Gospel of Matthew · Looking for Alaska (novel) · Turtles All the Way Down
Concepts: afterlife · Christianity · dignity · empathy · evangelicalism · gender identity · golden rule · human sexuality · mental disorder · racism · religion · social exclusion · transubstantiation
Places: United States
Only in the description or credits: abortion · existence of God · Human rights · Roe v. Wade · Sarah Urist Green · Supreme Court of the United States · Turtles All the Way Down (film)
Also centred on book censorship: Brotherhood 2.0: May 2: Book Banning · I Am Not A Pornographer · On the Banning of Looking for Alaska · About THAT Scene in Looking for Alaska · John Green's Brother
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