The Fault in Our Stars
2012-01-10 (said on 2012-01-09 — implied: date said in the video; uploaded 1 day later) · Q&A · John · 3:26 · watch on YouTube
Topic: Books & writing · mode: Q&A & conversation · tags: recurring series, self promotion, timely hook, on location, community lore
Formerly titled Question Tuesday: THE FAULT IN OUR STARS IS HERE EDITION.
On the eve of The Fault in Our Stars' publication, John answers viewer questions in an airport: the book grew from his hospital chaplaincy and from knowing Esther (though Hazel is not Esther), explores gender and heroism, and gave him moments of 'fanaa', self-transcendence.
What is said
The parts of the video and what is said in each (★ — how much it matters to the video).
00:00:00 — TFIOS release day (filmed Monday, January 9); Question Tuesday
- ★★★ John says The Fault in Our Stars comes out today, January 10, 2012, though he is filming on Monday, January 9, because he is busy tomorrow. — 00:00:00 · The Fault in Our Stars
00:00:11 — Questions: leaving for tour, licking the signature, inspiration (student chaplain), best book? (Mark Twain)
- ★★★ John is a bit stressed: he has to leave his family for a month, which is a bummer, but he is excited to go on tour. — 00:00:12 · Tour de Nerdfighting
- ★★★ John says TFIOS grew from his work almost twelve years ago as a student chaplain at a children's hospital; he has been trying ever since to write a funny, honest story about it. — 00:00:28 · The Fault in Our Stars · also in: TAKE IT DOWN A NOTCH
- ★★ Asked if TFIOS is his best book, John doesn't know: its reviews are better than any of his other books', but authors shouldn't judge their own work; Mark Twain thought Joan of Arc his best. (hedged) — 00:00:38 · The Fault in Our Stars
00:00:48 — Walking to the airport: unladen swallow, tie, writing as a parent, medical research, girl's point of view and heroism, V for Vendetta, peanut butter face with crackers
- ★★ John doesn't think he could have written TFIOS until he was a parent. (hedged) — 00:01:00 · The Fault in Our Stars
- ★★ John says he did more medical research for TFIOS than a hypochondriac probably should. (playful) — 00:01:04 · The Fault in Our Stars
- ★★★ John says he wrote TFIOS from a girl's point of view partly to think about how gender constructions shape our understanding of what constitutes heroism. — 00:01:08 · The Fault in Our Stars
- ★★ John thinks V for Vendetta is primarily a proponent of a very specific and pervasive idea of heroism, rather than of democracy or anarchy. (hedged) — 00:01:17
- ★★ Asked for peanut butter face in an airport, John objects people will think he's crazy, then makes do with peanut butter crackers. (playful) — 00:01:22 · Peanut Butter Face
00:01:30 — Looking for Alaska not needed, the Hectic Glow, unsigned pre-orders, crying, feel all the things; airport song and empty airport
- ★★ John says readers won't feel out of the loop without Looking for Alaska: unlike Harry Potter, his books have nothing to do with each other. — 00:01:30 · Looking for Alaska (novel), Harry Potter (book series), The Fault in Our Stars
- ★★★ John tells buyers whose pre-ordered copy wasn't signed not to panic and to email him their name, address and where they ordered the book. — 00:01:40 · The Fault in Our Stars
- ★★ John says he got emotional quite a bit while writing the book, but he's a crier. — 00:01:47 · The Fault in Our Stars
- ★★ Asked whether TFIOS will make readers cry or laugh, John says ideally it will make them feel all of the things. — 00:01:50 · The Fault in Our Stars
00:02:11 — Esther as inspiration but Hazel is not Esther; fruit; tour tickets left; Nerdfighteria's influence
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★★★ John says he could never have written TFIOS without knowing Esther, who definitely inspired it, but stresses that Hazel is not Esther: the book is made up, a novel. — 00:02:11 · Esther Earl, Hazel Grace Lancaster, The Fault in Our Stars
“it's really important to note that Hazel is not Esther. The book is made up.”
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★★★ John says Tour de Nerdfighting tickets remain only near New Orleans, Houston, Austin, Phoenix, Albuquerque, Seattle and San Francisco, with ticket info in the description. — 00:02:31 · Tour de Nerdfighting
- ★★★ John says Nerdfighteria has shaped TFIOS in so many ways he can't list them, as readers will probably see. — 00:02:46 · Nerdfighteria, The Fault in Our Stars
00:02:53 — Favourite moment: fanaa, self-transcendence in writing; thanks for reading; sign-off
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★★★ John's favourite moment: Islamic mystics' word fanaa, dissolution of the self, is what reading and writing do when they work; writing TFIOS he often felt he transcended himself, and hopes readers will too. — 00:02:53 · The Fault in Our Stars
“Islamic mystics have this word "Fanaa" which means like dissolution or annihilation of the self”
In the description and comments
- ★★ John promises that buyers whose pre-ordered copy of The Fault in Our Stars came unsigned, who email him their name, address and where they ordered, will be sent a very rare signed bookplate. — video description · The Fault in Our Stars
Humor (significant)
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A viewer asks whether an unladen swallow could carry a copy of TFIOS in its talons. — 00:00:49
“Well definitionally not, as it would then be a laden swallow.”
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Asked how much medical research TFIOS needed, John answers. — 00:01:01
“More than a hypochondriac probably should.”
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Asked for peanut butter face in an airport, John protests, then borrows peanut butter crackers. — 00:01:22
“These are the best I could do.”
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John sings and dances that people in the airport think he's crazy, then admits there is nobody in the airport. — 00:01:56
“but they left when I started talking into a video camera.”
Threads in this video
- outcome · The Fault in Our Stars: writing, title and publication (2011) — John marks publication day of The Fault in Our Stars (January 10, 2012), filming the day before. (00:00:00)
- launched · Tour de Nerdfighting 2012 edition — John says he is leaving his family for a month to go on tour; later he lists the stops that still have tickets (New Orleans, Houston, Austin, Phoenix, Albuquerque, Seattle, San Francisco). (00:00:12)
- told · John's time as a student chaplain at a children's hospital (c. 2000) — John says that almost twelve years ago (c. 2000) he worked as a student chaplain at a children's hospital, the experience behind TFIOS. (00:00:28)
- variation · Peanut Butter Face: John discusses world news with peanut butter on his face (2008) — At a viewer's request John does a makeshift peanut butter face in an airport using peanut butter crackers. (00:01:22)
- asked · John asks buyers of unsigned TFIOS pre-orders to email him (2012) — John asks buyers whose TFIOS pre-order wasn't signed to email him with name, address and place of order. (00:01:40)
- restate · What is art for? — John says reading and writing, when they work, bring fanaa, a dissolution of the self; writing TFIOS he felt he transcended the limits of himself. (00:02:55)
- reminder · John points viewers to the doobly-doo for Tour de Nerdfighting 2012 tickets (2011) — John says Tour de Nerdfighting tickets remain only near New Orleans, Houston, Austin, Phoenix, Albuquerque, Seattle and San Francisco, with ticket info in the description. (00:02:31)
Where the stories that moved here went next
- The Fault in Our Stars: writing, title and publication (2011) — completed; last: looked back, 2026-09-22
- Tour de Nerdfighting 2012 edition — completed; last: looked back, 2024-11-13
- John's time as a student chaplain at a children's hospital (c. 2000) — told 6×; last: mentioned, 2026-08-03
Mentioned
Central: Esther Earl · Fana · The Fault in Our Stars
Also: People: Mark Twain
Projects: Tour de Nerdfighting
Works: Harry Potter (book series) · Looking for Alaska (novel) · Personal Recollections of Joan of Arc · V for Vendetta
Rituals: Question Tuesday
Terms: Peanut Butter Face
Concepts: gender role
Places: Albuquerque, New Mexico · Austin, Texas · Houston, Texas · New Orleans · Phoenix, Arizona · San Francisco · Seattle
Characters: Hazel Grace Lancaster · The Hectic Glow
Products: Sharpie
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