What the Heck am I doing?
2021-09-03 · letter vlog · Hank · 3:42 · watch on YouTube
Topic: Projects (also: Personal life) · mode: Personal update · tags: self promotion, community lore
Noting that the website counting the days since he last started a new thing has not updated in 81 days, Hank lists everything he is doing (shows, the microscope, Crash Course coins, TikToks, podcasts, Crash Course deals, the Awesome Socks Club, being a boss, family) and concludes he is overwhelmed for good reasons but it will all get done.
What is said
The parts of the video and what is said in each (★ — how much it matters to the video).
00:00:00 — The days-since-a-new-thing website; recording shows, the microscope Kickstarter, Crash Course coins, TikToks, Tangents, Dear Hank and John, a Crash Course partner and ASU
- ★★ Hank noticed the website counting days since he last started a new thing hasn't updated in 81 days, but he hasn't been doing nothing, so he lists what he is doing. (playful) — 00:00:00 · Days Since Hank Green Last Started a New Thing
- ★★ Every Monday Hank records Journey to the Microcosmos, every Tuesday he shoots SciShow and sometimes Bizarre Beasts; he no longer writes them and mostly reads aloud. — 00:00:00 · Journey to the Microcosmos, SciShow, Bizarre Beasts
- ★★ The Microcosmos microscope from their Kickstarter is finally shipping, but a piece is missing, probably lost in transit; backers' microscopes ship now and the piece follows. — 00:00:00 · Kickstarter, Journey to the Microcosmos
- ★★ In the evenings Hank assembles Crash Course coins himself, as a way to thank the people who supported Crash Course through them, though it takes longer. — 00:00:47 · Crash Course coin, Crash Course
- ★★ Hank makes about 20 science and 60 non-science TikToks a month, why being a bit of a mystery to him. (playful) — 00:00:47 · TikTok
- ★★★ Hank recommends SciShow Tangents, their 30-minute science trivia game show podcast (he writes science poems for it), which is climbing the science charts: try the new elephant episode. — 00:01:16 · SciShow
- ★★ Hank always preps for Dear Hank and John, made easier by Deboki helping with the science editorial part. — 00:01:16 · Dear Hank and John
- ★★ Hank is prepping for an important meeting with a potential Crash Course partner that could be very good; impressing them should be easy, because they are amazing. (playful, hedged) — 00:01:16 · Crash Course
- ★★★ Working on Crash Course's partnership with ASU has given Hank insight into how US education really functions and where it lets people down. — 00:01:16 · Crash Course
00:01:45 — Contracts, shipping costs, the Awesome Socks Club's second year and being a good boss
- ★ Hank is renegotiating a contract, not his favorite thing. — 00:01:45
- ★★ Shipping costs have gone up a lot; Hank asks their UPS Mail Innovations rep, if watching, to budge a little on that one thing. (playful) — 00:01:45
- ★★ Hank is preparing to market the Awesome Socks Club's second year and finished a list of TikTokers to work with on promoting the socks. — 00:01:45 · Awesome Socks Club, TikTok
- ★★★ Hank thanks Sock Club members: they have so far raised over $600,000 for Partners In Health, and the socks are really good. — 00:01:45 · Awesome Socks Club, Partners In Health
- ★★ Being a good boss to the many people helping him means clearly communicating goals, values and good ways of working, and figuring out how to make money to treat people well. — 00:02:14
00:02:39 — Pressure and focus, the delayed Christmas projects, a space mystery novel, Orin's pre-K, the 15th anniversary, Apple's SD card slots; sign-off
- ★★ It is a lot of pressure: Hank doesn't always get it right or know what he is doing, and he isn't fantastic at focus, as this list shows. — 00:02:39
- ★★★ Two other things Hank and John wanted out by Christmas won't be, which is frustrating; Hank says they will happen eventually and be greater for the wait. — 00:02:39 · Christmas
- ★★ Hank may be trying to write a space mystery novel, but that doesn't mean it will happen. (hedged) — 00:02:39
- ★★ It is Orin's first week of pre-K, which is cute, sad and scary. — 00:02:39 · Orin Green
- ★★ Hank is planning his 15th wedding anniversary. — 00:02:39 · Katherine Green
- ★ Not liking to focus, Hank's one daily task is checking whether Apple will put SD card slots back into its laptops: please! (playful) — 00:03:18
- ★★ Listing it all made Hank feel better: he is overwhelmed, for good reasons, and everything will get done, not perfectly, but done. — 00:03:18
In the description and comments
- ★ In a comment, Hank adds that the space mystery novel takes place almost entirely inside an asteroid. — creator comment
- ★★ In a comment Hank says Orin's pre-K class has seven students, everyone is masked all day, and he is still nervous, though COVID is very rarely dangerous for kids. — creator comment · Orin Green
- ★★★ The description says the ASU collaboration revealed failings of higher education: many people get loans but no degree, and there are better ways to include more people and lower costs and barriers. — video description
- ★★ Hank occasionally has meetings about his books becoming a TV show, which mean nothing: just a fun time for people to say they like his work. — video description
Threads in this video
- callback · Hank's habit of constantly starting new things, tracked by the 'days since Hank Green last started a new thing' website (2021) — Hank noticed the website counting days since he last started a new thing hasn't updated in 81 days, but he hasn't been doing nothing, so he lists what he is doing. (00:00:00)
- predicted · Hank: the Microcosmos microscope's missing piece will ship to Kickstarter backers, hopefully soon (2021) — Hank says the microscope's missing final piece will go out to backers when it arrives, hopefully soon. (00:00:00)
- thanks · Hank asks viewers to buy a Crash Course coin to fund Crash Course (2021) — In the evenings Hank assembles Crash Course coins himself, as a way to thank the people who supported Crash Course through them, though it takes longer. (00:00:47)
- milestone · Awesome Socks Club: monthly sock subscription (2016) — Hank thanks Sock Club members: they have so far raised over $600,000 for Partners In Health, and the socks are really good. (00:01:45)
- predicted · Hank: the two projects he and John wanted out by Christmas 2021 will happen eventually and be great (2021) — Hank says the two things he and John wanted out by Christmas will happen eventually and be greater because they waited. (00:02:39)
- restate · Is college worth it? — The description says the ASU collaboration revealed failings of higher education: many people get loans but no degree, and there are better ways to include more people and lower costs and barriers. (video description)
- thanks · Hank asks viewers to sign up for, or gift, the 2021 Awesome Socks Club at awesomesocks.club/vlogbrothers before December 11 (2020) — Hank thanks Sock Club members: they have so far raised over $600,000 for Partners In Health, and the socks are really good. (00:01:45)
- predicted · Hank: his space mystery novel may never happen (2021) — Hank says he may be trying to write a space mystery novel, but that doesn't mean it will happen. (00:02:39)
- predicted · Hank: all the projects on his plate will get done, though not perfectly (2021) — Hank says all the things he is working on will get done, not perfectly, but done. (00:03:18)
- milestone · Study Hall: Crash Course and Arizona State University's free learning-playlist series (2020) — Working on Crash Course's partnership with ASU has given Hank insight into how US education really functions and where it lets people down. (00:01:16)
- milestone · Crash Course coin: collectible coins sold to fund Crash Course (2021) — In the evenings Hank assembles Crash Course coins himself, as a way to thank the people who supported Crash Course through them, though it takes longer. (00:00:47)
- update · Hank joins TikTok and posts several TikToks a day (2020) — Hank makes about 20 science and 60 non-science TikToks a month, why being a bit of a mystery to him. (00:00:47)
Where the stories that moved here went next
- Hank: the Microcosmos microscope's missing piece will ship to Kickstarter backers, hopefully soon (2021) — unresolved; last: predicted, 2021-09-03
- Hank: the two projects he and John wanted out by Christmas 2021 will happen eventually and be great (2021) — unresolved; last: predicted, 2021-09-03
- Hank: all the projects on his plate will get done, though not perfectly (2021) — unresolved; last: predicted, 2021-09-03
- Hank: his space mystery novel may never happen (2021) — unresolved; last: predicted, 2021-09-03
- Awesome Socks Club: monthly sock subscription (2016) — running; last: milestone, 2026-10-30
- Crash Course coin: collectible coins sold to fund Crash Course (2021) — completed; last: milestone, 2026-05-29
- Study Hall: Crash Course and Arizona State University's free learning-playlist series (2020) — last documented in 2023 (looked back on in 2025)
- Hank joins TikTok and posts several TikToks a day (2020) — told 5×, last update 2026
Mentioned
Central: Days Since Hank Green Last Started a New Thing
Also: People: Katherine Green · Orin Green
Projects: Awesome Socks Club · Bizarre Beasts · Crash Course · Dear Hank and John · Journey to the Microcosmos · SciShow · SciShow Tangents
Works: Crash Course coin
Organizations: Apple · Arizona State University · Kickstarter · Partners In Health · TikTok · UPS Mail Innovations
Concepts: Microscope
Events: Christmas
Only in the description or credits: Deboki · higher education · Student loan
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